ALAN!!!!!

ALAN is coming to town in just a few more weeks... i can't wait till he comes..

I know this is just a fling but then again i can't shake the feeling that we could do something more.... but really... i'm not sure...

I'm still haunted by what happened before... is it gonna happen again...
i just hate it when that happens...
I just want to love someone... and be loved... but is it worth it...

Farkhan says love doesn't exist... but then again i can't really blame him when the first person he ever loved dumped him for someone else... i still remember that night.... he got so drunk that we had to carry him 4 flights of stairs just so that he could get home...

But really... all i need is someone to hug, cuddle, and embrace.... but really... how would want someone like me...

A werewolf....