Dreams....

It was during one summer in the states that my father brought me my first console. A Sega Genesis. It had a 16 bit display and a 22 megahertz audio. We used to play that thing for hours. trying to beat every game that we bought but it seemed that each time i did play a game, it took me only one week to play it and the whole game was defeated.

I still can do that. I can play any game and be done by next week. Sometimes even less. It was on that summer that i began to dream. I dreamed of becoming the worlds most biggest game producer. I made games that no one could ever had made but after a while my dreams evolved into something more complicated. Instead of becoming a game producer i wanted to make a game that no one would ever think of making. I wanted to make a game in which the player was directly in it. I mean why look at a screen and push buttons when you can actually play it. It was a brilliant idea if it wasn't for just one thing.

It was totally imposable to make such a thing. The idea itself was too far-fetched. My dream ended in the year 2000......




...... on the day i came here.....

Money....

You may have encountered a situation where your parents and teachers tell you about going to school and getting good grades so that one day you can get a good job with a good pay.......
In short what i mean is...
Your parents and teachers want you to go to school for money...
Yup, you are a one stop money making bank....
That's wat you are...
Nothing else...
They may say that its for your own good but really...
Do you really want to live paycheck to paycheck doing nothing but keeping filthy notes and coins...
I mean when you die, you cant use it to buy your way out.

Not to mention the whole education system is totally corrupted...
People dont go there for knowledge anymore...
They go there cause its the only way to get a good job...
Did you notice that fewer people are coming up with intellectual breakthroughs...
Its cause people are so determined to get money all the time they dont bother in trying to make the world a better place...
Oh yeah to those who lie about how great the future will be....
Well you might want to think it over....

Time....

Some say that it was there before we came....
Some say it wasn't...
But everything has it's beginnings...
How it ends is just the enigma that hides in the thick bush...
What im talking about is time...
Something most people have....
Some...
Don't...
It can never be defined...
nor can it be more complex then it is....
Time can never be bought...
Can never be reasoned with...
..............
I wish i had more time....

Final Exam...

My Exam....
Sigh...
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