There used to be a place, up on a hill, where i used to go to when i was in high school. I would climb a top that rocky hill and look down upon where i used to live. Then i would shout, with all my might, the things that was bothering me at that time. I would go there to relive all the stress that i've been saving up through the year.
I wish i could go there again and shout again. I would shout how much i screwed up this year, shout all the bad things i did, shout how much i missed Hunter, shout how much i loved him, and most important shout out how much i was sorry about all the pain i have caused to others.
I really wish i could go there again.....
Attention-Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder (ADHD) is a neurobehavioral developmental disorder affecting about 3-5% of the world's population. It typically presents during childhood, and is characterized by a persistent pattern of impulsiveness and inattention, with or without a component of hyperactivity. ADHD occurs twice as commonly in boys as in girls. ADHD is a chronic disorder with 5 to 12% of individuals diagnosed in childhood continuing to meet diagnostic criteria in adulthood. As they mature, adolescents and adults with ADHD are likely to develop coping mechanisms to compensate for their impairment.
Though previously regarded as a childhood diagnosis, studies completed during the last few decades have shown that ADHD often continues throughout adulthood - though generally with a reduction in hyperactivity. ADHD has a strong genetic component. Methods of treatment usually involve some combination of medications, behavior modifications, life style changes, and counseling. The American Academy of Pediatrics states that stimulant medications and/or behavior therapy are appropriate and generally safe treatments for ADHD. Long term safety of stimulants however has not been determined and drug treatment of pre-school children is not recommended. ADHD "is a controversial pediatric disorder despite being a well validated clinical diagnosis" This is because it is one of the most common childhood psychiatric disorders and stimulant medication has been shown to be the most effective way to treat symptoms.- Cares about me
- Listens to me when i get depressed over something
- Always is willing to forgive me on anything
- Never does get mad at me....
- His aura is the best
- His warmth that covers me like a blanket deluged with love
- He's honest
- He understands me
- The only one that has ever really made love with me
- Takes care of my well being
*the others are quite long so i dont want to bore anyone =P*
The Untold - Werewolf
When the sun comes up
We'll be together
And all those memories
Will all just seem fade
When the sun goes down
The night will soon be dark
And you know we need to part
Because of what I am
Cause when the moon comes up
(chorus)
I dont wanna you
To see
I don't want you
To look
I don't want you
To be
with me
Just remembered to call
Just remembered your name
Maybe i'll be there
Maybe i won't
Is there a reason
Is there only one hope
Maybe i'll be here
Maybe I wont
And if the moon comes up
Repeat chorus
Guiter solo
I told you to run
I told you to run
But you kept holding me
I told you to run
I told you to run
Just stop looking at me
Your blood are on my claws
Your taste in my fangs
Your blood staining my fur
Now i want to know
Was is worth it
When the sun comes up
We'll be together
If not here
In heaven
*Edited for reasons that no one will understand*
When the sun comes up
We'll be together
And all those memories
Will all just seem fade
When the sun goes down
The night will soon be dark
And you know we need to part
Because of what I am
Cause when the moon comes up
(chorus)
I dont wanna you
To see
I don't want you
To look
I don't want you
To be
with me
Just remembered to call
Just remembered your name
Maybe i'll be there
Maybe i won't
Is there a reason
Is there only one hope
Maybe i'll be here
Maybe I wont
And if the moon comes up
Repeat chorus
Guiter solo
I told you to run
I told you to run
But you kept holding me
I told you to run
I told you to run
Just stop looking at me
Your blood are on my claws
Your taste in my fangs
Your blood staining my fur
Now i want to know
Was is worth it
When the sun comes up
We'll be together
If not here
In heaven
*Edited for reasons that no one will understand*
Memories are sometimes good to have. Memories are the one thing in our lives that can be the upbringing or the downfall of our life...
The earliest memory i had??
I think it was in the states. When we were just about to move out of our house in that little apartment in upper West Haven, Connecticut. There was the party to bid us farewell and i remember me playing a pc game.....
That ia all that i can remember...
But ya know what bedazzles me about memories...
Forbidden memories....
They are fragments of memories that we can not remember but there is proof that it exists. For instance, we have a photo of something we did over the weekend but one of the photos we cant seem to remember no matter how much people told you how it happen or how hard you try to remember you just cant remember that moment.
That is a forbidden memory...
My forbidden memory???
Cant remember....
My sweetest memory...
Hahahahaha....
Im not telling but let me give you a clue..
Hunter's Aura....
The earliest memory i had??
I think it was in the states. When we were just about to move out of our house in that little apartment in upper West Haven, Connecticut. There was the party to bid us farewell and i remember me playing a pc game.....
That ia all that i can remember...
But ya know what bedazzles me about memories...
Forbidden memories....
They are fragments of memories that we can not remember but there is proof that it exists. For instance, we have a photo of something we did over the weekend but one of the photos we cant seem to remember no matter how much people told you how it happen or how hard you try to remember you just cant remember that moment.
That is a forbidden memory...
My forbidden memory???
Cant remember....
My sweetest memory...
Hahahahaha....
Im not telling but let me give you a clue..
Hunter's Aura....
What does life mean to you?
Money, Sex, Love, Knowledge...
What ever it means, is it worth it. Is it worth having those things just to know that you will die without them. Is it worth it trying your best and just waste it all when we do not live.
Life is fragile. Death can come as silent as a shadow. And when theres life there is always Death. Just think about it.
We all live in this world on the day we are born. Then we go to school, we go to a university, then we get a job with a good or not so good pay,then we die.
If we get unlucky we wont be able to finish that cycle, we might die in between.
But think about it. After we get what we want what do we do.
Let me tell you...
We should take what is in our lives and have a blast with it. Fuck money, Fuck knowledge. Fuck Everything. We all should enjoy life. Enjoy life at its best. Cause the future holds unknown probability but the present is what makes it.
Enjoy what you can...
Cause one day you wont have it anymore....
Money, Sex, Love, Knowledge...
What ever it means, is it worth it. Is it worth having those things just to know that you will die without them. Is it worth it trying your best and just waste it all when we do not live.
Life is fragile. Death can come as silent as a shadow. And when theres life there is always Death. Just think about it.
We all live in this world on the day we are born. Then we go to school, we go to a university, then we get a job with a good or not so good pay,then we die.
If we get unlucky we wont be able to finish that cycle, we might die in between.
But think about it. After we get what we want what do we do.
Let me tell you...
We should take what is in our lives and have a blast with it. Fuck money, Fuck knowledge. Fuck Everything. We all should enjoy life. Enjoy life at its best. Cause the future holds unknown probability but the present is what makes it.
Enjoy what you can...
Cause one day you wont have it anymore....
There is a always a day in our life that we break that block of concrete called Virginity. But Sex is sometimes missed placed in the world. They say that sex is what ruins the human mind and corrupts today's community. But, its not sex that is evil. It's the human mind which currupts the whole meaning of sex.
To me, sex is not just a dick and a pussy(and asshole if you're gay) going in and out till the point of orgasm. To me its the joining of two souls and the love that each of them give to each other. It is the fusion of love and all of what they have worked for into their relationship. It is the ultimate stage in a relationship.
How can something so beautiful be so Ugly...
Well some people do it for pleasure. Some to be included. Some just cause they are bored. Ya see. To these people sex is just a something that is so easily dealt with. I used to be that kind of person till i just got bored of it. There was a point in my life that sex wasn't so pleasurable anymore.
But now i have someone who would listen to me, assure me when i get depressed, get worried when i get sick, and most of all loves and cares about me.
Now i ask my self....
Am i ready....
To me, sex is not just a dick and a pussy(and asshole if you're gay) going in and out till the point of orgasm. To me its the joining of two souls and the love that each of them give to each other. It is the fusion of love and all of what they have worked for into their relationship. It is the ultimate stage in a relationship.
How can something so beautiful be so Ugly...
Well some people do it for pleasure. Some to be included. Some just cause they are bored. Ya see. To these people sex is just a something that is so easily dealt with. I used to be that kind of person till i just got bored of it. There was a point in my life that sex wasn't so pleasurable anymore.
But now i have someone who would listen to me, assure me when i get depressed, get worried when i get sick, and most of all loves and cares about me.
Now i ask my self....
Am i ready....
There will be a time in our life when we stop and ponder on the things we did to get us this far. We ponder about how hard it was for us to go and get good grades while our parents constantly push us to the brink of self-destruction. We ponder on how we had to resist the temptations of life but most of all we ponder on each and every deny we had ever made.
Denying something isn't that much of a bad thing. We deny we had that extra piece of cake cause we dont want to look fat or we deny on how we look just to get a girl or a boy.
But what people don't realize is that by denying they lie to themselves. They lie to cover up there failures and there disabilities.
But unlike any other lie, it is never used to hurt anyone, it is truly a Beautiful Lie....
Denying something isn't that much of a bad thing. We deny we had that extra piece of cake cause we dont want to look fat or we deny on how we look just to get a girl or a boy.
But what people don't realize is that by denying they lie to themselves. They lie to cover up there failures and there disabilities.
But unlike any other lie, it is never used to hurt anyone, it is truly a Beautiful Lie....
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